All change, this is the last stop, all change.
At the moment, I feel I have gone as far as I could in the world of kink and I am stepping back a bit, focusing on me and making me happy.
I have neglected my writing the past 2 weeks and it shows. I have to go back to it and be more serious this time.
I have wasted time looking for that elusive Dom who could take me on but I don't regret doing it as it made me realise that I will not cheapen myself in order to be with someone nor would I sacrifice my integrity.
Here's the thing. My integrity is paramount to me. This is what makes me. It is what ensures my sanity. So, unless I meet the person in real life, and we click and we decide that we are right for each other, I will remain single.
I have mentioned stepping back but I am not completely removing myself from the kink world together. I will attend events, albeit only the ones that I get something from.
I need to go back to my writing but this time, I want to get cracking on my book and I have to resume the A to Z spanking challenge.
So where does that leave us?
I will carry on writing on my blog. I'll try to resume posting some erotica though my lack of practical experience is now curbing my imagination. I am sure I'll find a way to keep you entertained.
There you have it.
At the moment, I feel I have gone as far as I could in the world of kink and I am stepping back a bit, focusing on me and making me happy.
I have neglected my writing the past 2 weeks and it shows. I have to go back to it and be more serious this time.
I have wasted time looking for that elusive Dom who could take me on but I don't regret doing it as it made me realise that I will not cheapen myself in order to be with someone nor would I sacrifice my integrity.
Here's the thing. My integrity is paramount to me. This is what makes me. It is what ensures my sanity. So, unless I meet the person in real life, and we click and we decide that we are right for each other, I will remain single.
I have mentioned stepping back but I am not completely removing myself from the kink world together. I will attend events, albeit only the ones that I get something from.
I need to go back to my writing but this time, I want to get cracking on my book and I have to resume the A to Z spanking challenge.
So where does that leave us?
I will carry on writing on my blog. I'll try to resume posting some erotica though my lack of practical experience is now curbing my imagination. I am sure I'll find a way to keep you entertained.
There you have it.
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